I feel a boulder in my chest the size of a soft ball, It sinks slowly, bringing nausea to my mouth and something caught in my throat It is hard to breathe without you here. I feel an isolation in my life spanning across the world, It becomes infinite, bringing loneliness to my mind and pain to my heart, It is hard to be happy without you here. I feel an earthquake in my body shaking me to my core, It grows stronger, bringing tremors to my fingers and tears to my eyes, It is hard not to cry without you here. I feel a fog in my brain bringing blankness to my mind, It increases in density, bringing clouds to my judgement and moisture to my eyes, It is hard to think without you here. I feel a light in my chest having peace flow through my veins, It shows me you, bringing joy to my heart and a smile to my face, It is hard not to be happy when you are here. -Except when I know you will leave again.